Cocktail Hour with Rae- I Missed Him Today
June 27th, 2012 // 6:00 pm @ Janine and Alane
I missed him today
I had no plans of thinking about him, his smile, his hands, Nope he wasn’t in my agenda at all for this lazy Sunday afternoon. I planned on lying in bed, rolling around, eating leftovers & watching TV on my laptop. I got the call from my girls; “get up; we’re coming to get you”. I showered, donned a pink sundress and went into his world. I ended up at his spot. This is the place he used to tell me he’d spend afternoons with them; his family. I spent the entire time looking out for him, listening for his voice, looking over my shoulder to see if he was only a few steps behind me. I made it out unseen, back to my world, back to my bed, back to eating leftovers & watching TV on my laptop.
I laid on my back, stared at the ceiling while my sheets clung to my body, my computer spoke to me in the background, and I finally admitted it:
I missed him today
I feel better
I can do this
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